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I pulled my shoulder at the gym.
It was either catch th bar and injure myself, or drop it, and smash all the teeth out of my face.
I do believe I made the right decision. Even though it hurts SOOOOO much. I couldn't sleep, cause laying down makes it throb, and my entire left arm is numb because of it. I've taken anti-inflammatories, and am heating, and icing it, but fuck, I want pain killers.
Though I think its bad to talk my roomate into giving me vicadin. But Its hard to even function right now. Luckily its my left arm. All I want to do is sit around and cry.
Its the muscle that turns, and suppourts my neck on my left shoulder, THe Lat I think. I don't know. I just know it burns.
I need to go turn a paper in now, then I don't know what I'm ging to do. Sitting hurts, laying hurts.
And I want my roomate. And don't want her all at the same time because of the issues that presents.
So life blows at the moment.
It was either catch th bar and injure myself, or drop it, and smash all the teeth out of my face.
I do believe I made the right decision. Even though it hurts SOOOOO much. I couldn't sleep, cause laying down makes it throb, and my entire left arm is numb because of it. I've taken anti-inflammatories, and am heating, and icing it, but fuck, I want pain killers.
Though I think its bad to talk my roomate into giving me vicadin. But Its hard to even function right now. Luckily its my left arm. All I want to do is sit around and cry.
Its the muscle that turns, and suppourts my neck on my left shoulder, THe Lat I think. I don't know. I just know it burns.
I need to go turn a paper in now, then I don't know what I'm ging to do. Sitting hurts, laying hurts.
And I want my roomate. And don't want her all at the same time because of the issues that presents.
So life blows at the moment.