(no subject)
I know I shouldn't read other peoples journals when I know they're about me. I don't need to know what they think of me behind closed doors. I sometimes wonder if they know I have the url.
If they know I'm compulsive enough to type it in. To care.
I'm so tired. I'm starting to feel alone again. My lovely ups and downs.
Whatever. I don't care.
Serves me for attempting to be kind. "civil" even.
It didn't turn out so well. I assume I'm just a fucked up individual anyway.
Cowardly, insensitive, and completely selfish. I only care about myself, my own, personal motives, and my own happiness.
I suppose because I spent my entire life trying to make other people happy that its now my God damned turn.
You don't like it. Don't like me?
Kindly fuck off.
You don't matter.
=)
If they know I'm compulsive enough to type it in. To care.
I'm so tired. I'm starting to feel alone again. My lovely ups and downs.
Whatever. I don't care.
Serves me for attempting to be kind. "civil" even.
It didn't turn out so well. I assume I'm just a fucked up individual anyway.
Cowardly, insensitive, and completely selfish. I only care about myself, my own, personal motives, and my own happiness.
I suppose because I spent my entire life trying to make other people happy that its now my God damned turn.
You don't like it. Don't like me?
Kindly fuck off.
You don't matter.
=)