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Alright, i havent posted in like 20 thousand years....and i usually dont post without pictures but whatever
I am really stressed out and i cant take any thing else. I got yelled at today and i couldnt understand what the person was saying so i just nodded....and apparently i pushed(like pushed their buttons) them...whatever. Get over it. I didnt go to chamber and i think im going to quit because i feel so alone in there and i hate it with a passion. I dont think Mr.Doh is going to be happy with me but whatever i cant do this shit. I'm tired. I really want to hit so many people. I dont like some people that youd think were my best friends. I hate some of them actually. cant stand to be around them. I dont know what the hell has come over me. I tried so hard. I mean i tried this year to be nice and sweet to everyone. So i dont get why some people still hate me, especially some who just randomly decided to hate me. You know i was really happy when i thought everything was going to go good that i wasnt going to have problems with people this year. I was looking forward to this year. FUCK. They ruined it, and you know what now im mad and wayyyyy too emotional. I dont even know why i care as much as i do. They are assholes. Who gives a fuck if they like me or dislike me. I mean GODDDD!!! whatever. I kind of wish tim would come home from where ever the hell he is and maybe take me out cause i usually stop caring so much when im out with him...or sleeping...but i already slept today and managed to hurt myself twice during this time.
I went down from an A in English to a B, which kind of pissed me off. I have no clue what my history grade is, probably a B. Choir A....WOW THATS A BIG DEAL ISNT IT....cause not everyone gets an A in CHOIR! I really hope i got an A in physical science....i need one academic A....at least one. I dont know how i managed to suck so much...Probably a fucking C or D...or maybe even an F in Chemistry cause Mrs. Haney couldnt teach if her life depended on it...I'm glad she thinks her rambling is so god damn effective!....I got a C in algebra...but to be honest...im happy cause believe it or not its an improvement from the beginning of the year and now that everything is starting to become more understandable i really think i'll be able to get at least a B for the year...a B that i actually earned this time.
Alright im done ranting. I'm terribly sorry for anyone who actually read this....
I am really stressed out and i cant take any thing else. I got yelled at today and i couldnt understand what the person was saying so i just nodded....and apparently i pushed(like pushed their buttons) them...whatever. Get over it. I didnt go to chamber and i think im going to quit because i feel so alone in there and i hate it with a passion. I dont think Mr.Doh is going to be happy with me but whatever i cant do this shit. I'm tired. I really want to hit so many people. I dont like some people that youd think were my best friends. I hate some of them actually. cant stand to be around them. I dont know what the hell has come over me. I tried so hard. I mean i tried this year to be nice and sweet to everyone. So i dont get why some people still hate me, especially some who just randomly decided to hate me. You know i was really happy when i thought everything was going to go good that i wasnt going to have problems with people this year. I was looking forward to this year. FUCK. They ruined it, and you know what now im mad and wayyyyy too emotional. I dont even know why i care as much as i do. They are assholes. Who gives a fuck if they like me or dislike me. I mean GODDDD!!! whatever. I kind of wish tim would come home from where ever the hell he is and maybe take me out cause i usually stop caring so much when im out with him...or sleeping...but i already slept today and managed to hurt myself twice during this time.
I went down from an A in English to a B, which kind of pissed me off. I have no clue what my history grade is, probably a B. Choir A....WOW THATS A BIG DEAL ISNT IT....cause not everyone gets an A in CHOIR! I really hope i got an A in physical science....i need one academic A....at least one. I dont know how i managed to suck so much...Probably a fucking C or D...or maybe even an F in Chemistry cause Mrs. Haney couldnt teach if her life depended on it...I'm glad she thinks her rambling is so god damn effective!....I got a C in algebra...but to be honest...im happy cause believe it or not its an improvement from the beginning of the year and now that everything is starting to become more understandable i really think i'll be able to get at least a B for the year...a B that i actually earned this time.
Alright im done ranting. I'm terribly sorry for anyone who actually read this....