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everyone has a stress level boiling point. my just happens to be particularly high. as such, risk of reaching it is comparable to spill over results. in short, it gets ugly. my advice is not to bottle it up. I get the problem, but yet I don't. why is it that no one can ever see right in front of them. just when things seem fine, they're not. I just don't know why they're not. but that makes no sense. cause otherwise I wouldn't be here. this place that I hate. but a place I need to be. to be humble, chill, step back and stop trying to save myself when it just isn't going to happen. is everything all right you ask, yes. everything is okay. but okay is not right. cause I'm okay but not right. give me some time. I don't want to talk about it cause there really isn't anything to talk about. stress is stress. I manage it well 97% of the time. the other 3%, I ask for you to bear with me. nothing is really wrong, it just how I deal with things. if you got a better method, feel free to comment. anyone can comment on my lj.