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its a sad story to find out that some friends...just arent friends anymore.
its hard to deal with someone on two levels. first and foremost hes our friend, we love him and care about him regardless of all the stupid shit he may do (which is a lot) but then hes my...whatever they all hate what he does to me and how big of a dick he is to me but theres still the friend thing. this totally fucks with my brain because hes bad for me but hes still there. i dont know how to just turn off my emotions but right now i really wish i could because that would make things so much easier right now. i wish i knew what to do to make my brain stop spinning.
kat
its hard to deal with someone on two levels. first and foremost hes our friend, we love him and care about him regardless of all the stupid shit he may do (which is a lot) but then hes my...whatever they all hate what he does to me and how big of a dick he is to me but theres still the friend thing. this totally fucks with my brain because hes bad for me but hes still there. i dont know how to just turn off my emotions but right now i really wish i could because that would make things so much easier right now. i wish i knew what to do to make my brain stop spinning.
kat