Late Night Musings.
Hello. I know for some of my friends and viewers, it's probably morning or afternoon from where you are, but from where I am, it's currently, literally, 2:30am as I write this sentence.
It seems that without a job, I suffer from a bit of insomnia, lol.
I felt the need to write a LJ jorunal, I do not really know why. Earlier this probably would of been the frustation of some friends (none that live with me), but now it's just random.
Or well, maybe it's not?
I just been trying to figure out what I been wanting to do lately. I keep thinking, I would like to go back to school, I would like to finish any writing and photography class I can and go from there and move on up.
I know photography and writing are two hard careers to get into, but their my passions. I love photos, I love taking them, I love writing what comes from my imagination. I want to do things I love, for a career. I don't want to feel trapped again.
Does anyone understand this feeling? It's how I been feeling as of late.
And now, off topic: It's time Felina get's a new Faceup.
This is the day I been dreading.
But let's face it, she has not had a new faceup since I bought her. Of course, I love the one she has, alot, it's totally her, but it's fading, which means time for a new. This has also been why there has not been many photos of Felina as of late.. besides weather, certain lighting on her really shows the fading..eh.
Why have I been dreading this?
Because I can't even imagine where to begain and find someone who will do a faceup on her, and than, I need to get over the fear of sending her head off to someone.
I always thought, how about around where I am? But I have not been very impressed with the local BJD artists around here as of late..least not enough to spend money on, besides one, but he is not working with dolls right now.
However, I think I may pay a friend who lives a state up to do her faceup for me. :) If I can get the money, then this would be wonderful, I wouldn't feel uncomfortable sending Felina to her, and I know she would do a lovely faceup.
So I suppose to doll people.. what to expect when sending dolls heads off for faceup? Any certain shipping, or way to make sure she get's there safe, that I should know about? Tips please!!
Hope everyone is having a nice and safe day/night.