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yah so i went to a party tonight well actrually let me tell you i was in an all ready horrible mood from a horrible week and so i call tina and she tells me she was in an accident with jeff and chris and they spun the car and rolled down an embankment 3 times and she wasnt wearing her seatbelt and so she has a concusion and she has meory loss too and should be dead right now! so yah then i go to brittanys and then to ashleys and they were having a party and they got madd beer and MAD FUCKING people showed up.. like seriously 40 people just people that i dont hang out with which is fine and new and everything and so everyone is yah know getting wasted being loud and so im standing outside and mike mallon comes out and ryan quinn was already standing there and they whispered to eachother when i had looked over and then the next thing ryan quinn says to him while standing in the door way “well you better go find Katt because thats about all your gonna get tonight.” Insinuated that i am a fucking whore, now i dont knwo if he knew i was standing but 2 feet away or not but that sucks. I dont want to be known as a whore if im not a whore bc im not and im not just saying that bc like im spekaing or typing actually about myself but seriously im not a fucking whore i dont fuck just any guy i hardly mees around with people and frankly im just fucking lonely. i hate new fairfield bullshit and its becaus ehe thinks i had sex with tommy surge bc cassie sed she over heard one day in school him talking about it and thats why i was so mad about the tommy surge thing bc i NEVER HAD SEX WITH TOMMY SURGGGGGGEEE!! like what the fuck i swear on my fucking life i didnt!!! and raelle told sam ingraoe tommys GF that bc she hated me and now im a whore! ahhh this is so cool.. wow life just keeps getting better huh? and i have fucking psats at 7:45 in the morning tomorow! i hate school so much i hate new fairfield so much... i cant stand it i need to get the fuck out i cant wait till i graduate im outttttt ... but thats so far and im just goin to have to keep puting up with the bullshit which sucks! so im goin to sleep bc i need rest for tomorrow..
oh yah and fuck all of you mother fuckers who dont know me and talk shit go fuck you selves .. believe only half of what you see and none of what you hear... unless you know for a fct and i told you and it came out of my fucken mouth then you dont know so dont talk!!