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im a mess. an emotional mess. literally. my tears have soaked everything and i feel as thou i cant stop crying. im not sure why. its bc you all confuse me. im to lost and confused. i feel so small and insignificant, like you just couldnt care if my heart is broken in two, or my eyes well up at the thought of you. but here i am another day where i just couldnt wakeup bc im past depressed and all i wanna do is lie in bed under my covers where i cant b bothered. i felt like such a ass yesterday sitting in dunkindonuts, my tears hittin the table making a puddle, waiting for trish. and no matter what i say its always misinterpreted the wrong way.. bc im a "little girl". this may not make sense, but it isnt really about you, its the concept of trust, and where i went wrong, i believed those lies, but thats okay bc karma baby; it'll come back to you.
i got the job. friendlys hired me.
i got my top braces off.
i saw the black man. that made me so happy. i missed him.
oh and i bought the prettiest lipgloss at v.s. with my gift card.
anddd my term paper STiLL needs to get done.. ahhh. okay im going back to sulking now in my pajamas.
i got the job. friendlys hired me.
i got my top braces off.
i saw the black man. that made me so happy. i missed him.
oh and i bought the prettiest lipgloss at v.s. with my gift card.
anddd my term paper STiLL needs to get done.. ahhh. okay im going back to sulking now in my pajamas.