its not about whos right or wrong...
its about what we have to do to make this work
so today was good. me and will fixed things. basically the problem was. will didnt love me anymore. thats so hard to write but its true. well i wanted to just break up. but he said he still cared "deeply" about me, and wants to keep on trying with this. so i agreed. basically he knows i love him, and i know we are gonna have to work so he feels the same. but i kinda like this, our realtionship is alot more chill, and its only been a day!amzing how much a 3 letter word can affect things! i think this is good, i think we rushed into the whole " i love you" things a little to soon. and now its kinda like we are starting over....=) i feel like he just asked me out.
well enuff about me and will
game today. boys won..of course. God were sO sick! i cant wait for playoffs, ill be SOOO boosted if BOTH our teams go to play off and win..omg..Boys&Girls both state champs. hey it happened a couple of years ago. thats the best way to end cheerleading..winning states=)
So here is the college update
Salisbury: accepted, Elon: Deffered, Towson: defered(dont care) im waiting on ECU&Maryland. and of course crossin my fingers for Elon. oh yea, and i just applyed to Radfor, for the heck of it. hehe kim got accpeted there, and do did Ellen..holler! plus the Radford coach like sweat will.<--not the reason i applyed, i just wanted another school.
well this week is just beginning and im tireddddd. i want it to end. me and will are hangin out friday<3 then ME AND bootycall time akaEllen for saturday afternoon w/ the boys, and then werre gonna go support our boys @ there indoor games+im prolly sleepin over @ ellens house! coolie..cant wait
ok, well im out. HAMLET TIME.ARGH SHAKESPHERE SUCKS!!!