even the best fall down sometimes
even the stars refuse to shine.
nothin can fly with these broken wings......
The Stars Will Cry..The Blackest Tear Tonite. Here I Am, Pouring My Heart On To These RoofTops. Just A Ghost To This World...And Im Here To Sing This Anthem Of Our Dieing Day. For A Second, I Wish The Tide Would Swallow Every Inch Of This City.....
my life has fallen apart, and im not strong enough to deal with it. JUST ONCE i wanted something to go my WAY..and it NEVER DOES. im SO angry, at God right now..how could he?! ...please dont. im all alone in this, i have noone that could possiable understand, or who cares. and the thing is, i HAVE to be strong. and im not. im not strong at all. im so close to breaking down...i need someone, anyone.
i hate, this--WHY is my life the one thats always fucked up. why can i nevr be happy. i was so excited to have a good christmas, and its god is like "well i let you the christmas you always wanted, so now ill just FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE UP"
I fall apart, as time passes... but the memories, never die... i had something better, waiting ahead.
mattwellen--uv helped me more then you know. i love you with all my heart, thank you. ur my bestfriend.