And if i get pregenant, i guess i'll just have the baby and let it be loved.

[fallinloveoften]

this weekend was filled with so much laughter. so much thought. my family will always be my problem and i will always be the adult unless i just move to the west coast. i want to move to san francisco not because its cliched and gay but rather becasue its survival. because i can't be around them. i can't be the oncall doctor.

otherwise i had sooo much fun this weekend. i got things off my chest. i drank lots of gin and it bloated me for a whole day.

florida seems like the furthest place in the world to me.