my life as we know it
this is my life:
getting bossed around by a fuckin' bitch. (my motherly sister.) having the want to shoot myself daily. if i took drugs, this would be the time to go outside and do them. if i drank alcohol, this would be the time to drink it... if i were suicidle, this is when i slit my wrists. if i had a gun, this would be when i used in up against her fucking head. if i had knives, this is when i would take each and everyone of them and stab her in the heart. i'm stuck with no escape and no way out. i HAVE to settle with my sister being of the higher athority becasue hey. she controls not only me. but my fucking parents. i hate this life. i hate this thing that caused all this. i have been obiviously living to this life and i didn't even fucking know.
thats my life... it stops right here.