Jan 27, 2005 16:19
No school all week...and what a week it has been lol iv hung out with so many people i havent been home last night was the first night i slept home....i was with riane all weekend we hung out with funi train jonathan Ray Matt Dean fred Ricka...i got my ears randomly pierced today lol this whole week iv gone through so much and it was such a spur of the moment kind of thing...iv never been like this its weird..iv been like im down...just i dunno......weiird...today i went shopping with riane and tonight hopefully again with ray and jonathan...im going to florida MArch 26-April 3rd...Sunday were having a bday party for mike and saturday hopefully going up to my sisters to drop presents off for brody...tomarrow we have to go back to school bleh....iv been talking to Ricky every night again...i dunno he is always there for me and he told me last night that no matter what i do he will always be there and always love me...it made me tear up lol cuz sadly its true...he's the only person that i can fuck up so many times and he knows that no matter what id be with him in the long run...thats how it was with me nd james just james didnt get it that no matter what rumors were spreading id be the one he was with at the end of the night and id be coming home to him..but thats high school...ill get over it...at least i dont have midterms in the class i have with him until wednesday....ugh...im scared but whatever he was the one that ended it with me...i dunno....whatever though...well