i HATE guys....
i have really gotten to the point of not getting him...he first like tells me he'll habg out with me then is like i cant i have o go home and he'll go out with his friends theen he'll be allstressed and he'll run to me for 2 1/2 months then all of a sudden stop and thheeen he'll pull this hipacrit act like he did the other night oh i dont want u going to the party oh ya by the way im going to atrians party so i wanted to just say fuck off but i cant...i dunno what it is about this kid sometimes liek now i want to ball my eyes out and yell and scream at me then other times ill wanna like wanna be with the kid....i dunno...i try to help him and i cant...i just dont know what to do with him anymore...i mean i told him i wasnt gonna hang out with ricky then he pulled what he pulled this weekend and i wanted to be like fuck you but instead im just gonna hang out with him....i miss how me and james use to be before i did that thing...and i dunno i let him walk all over me and you know what i just dont wanna put myself threw this anymore i stay in every weekend or ill just be with riane but im sick of it...im gonna give him a tasten of his one medicine step 1: ignoring his calls until IM ready to call him back.....maybe he'll start hurting like i have been....