Oct 26, 2004 15:39
i guess i would have like my grandma to know my kids. but she's slipping more and more into the disease. i don't know how much longer i'll have her around, somewhat conscious of what's surrounding her.
i hope i'm strong enough. i hope i can help my mom overcome her sadness. i hope i could do more already, but i can't. i'm doing all i can.
these days i've seen hard and strong the limits of myself. i used to feel all powerful and able. now i pray that my heart can go on.