Red is a mood, not a color

Sep 04, 2004 20:50

Watching Amelie, awakens much more than the idea that creativity and individuality can be rewarded with self understanding, but also the irresistable urge to paint the world with an idea of clarity.
I painted my nails red in honor of such set urge. Realizing that even the slightest bit of repression would destroy this radiating feeling that is buzzing all about me.
Makes me want to crop my hair, dye it black, and wear red cartigans all day. But thats not really what i want to do. Its more like..it makes me want to be as quirky as she is, as freely different as she feels. Even though the price of such feelings cost her a lonely childhood and distant father. {Vice Versa}
I also want to learn french, so i can listen to the movie and know what is happening, and i want to hang out with adrianna because this whole thing reminds me of her. I also want to live out the wonderfully skilled life of Amelie finding her true love through her own wit. I wonder what the movie would show, 20 years down the line? Happiness? Trust? Love?

When she and I ate lunch, i could see the years pass by, I knew Id be with her for the rest of this life time. [id say that we will be together in the next life, but she only believes in this one so I respect that.]

Adri,
I miss you. These upcoming 9 months will be difficult for you but believe that you have been preparing for this all your life. You will succeed, You will be happy. You will be great at anything you attempt. And Im always a dial away.
Love you always!
-babycakes.
Previous post Next post
Up