Is It All Worth It In The End

[fallingstar04]

Heyy..in 7th period. I can't get over anything thats been going on...everything kinda just seems like a badd dream that I can't seem to wake up from. I was out last night and it was probably the most fun I had the past couple days. I had a really good day especially during softball. I guess its because Ms. Fagan talked to me and it helped me realize some things and I guess I was fine after that. But I think that I'm going to play softball in the fall..I don't know yet I haven't really decided on it. But after the game me Chrissy and Justine were laughing at everything. Then we stopped at Mcdonalds and some really hott guy was working there so we spent most of the time watching him while we waited for our food. Chrissy bought me a milkshake gotta love her for that. But afterwards hung out with Danielle Nick Dan and Andrew. Jerks stole my sandals so I stole Dans hat. Then my dad came and got me and Danielle and we went home. Today stupid drama again I shouldve just let Becca go but I didn't I stopped her so they should be lucky. 1st period played kickball didn't really try I was mad because Cuneo never puts me and Tara on a team but puts everyone else on the same team. 2nd don't really remember anything but Brian throwing paper at me and it getting stuck behind my ear. 3rd had my head down and listened to Mr. Rich talk for 45 mins. 4th me and Metin had a really good conversation going on a piece of paper because you can't really say anything without a certain someone asking you a million questions and not minding their own business. 5th me and Tinie did the book work 6th ate and Tim crushed my finger in between the chair the jerk. 8th we get to leave 10 mins early cuz we have to go back to homeroom. After school we have a game against Camden Catholic this should be a good game. I have a good feeling about it. And hopefully I'll get to play an entire game again. That would be hott since I did pretty good yesterday. Then going out with Amanda somewhere with Tara.. I want to get a milkshake so maybe we'll walk to get one. Tomorrow going to Amandas game then to Dan's game to watch his team play Squibbs team. Should be fun. Saturday either going to the shore if Amanda can get off work or going to just hang out maybe go shopping until Saturday night... Until next time...

Should I keep trying for him or should I just move on