Emotions run wild......
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!! I"M LIKE THE BIGGEST BITCH EVER! AND TO MANY EMOTIONS ARE GOING ON AT ONE TIME AND I JUST CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE!!!
I just dont know what to do anymore.... all my friends are trying their best to make me feel better but its just not working anymore. I don't know what i want anymore i can't seem to decide and I just feel like I'm going to end up hurting someone. Also I feel like I'm losing friends maybe I'm just a bad friend that no one wants to be friends with me because lately I been making alot of people get pissed off at me and I been getting pissed at certain people for no reason and I'm sorry but I'm just trying to fix my life first and I guess that kinda makes me selfish but I don't care anymore... if it means I have to get hurt in along the way then so be it. I'm happy with the friends that I have and the ones that I'm begining to lose I guess theres no way to change their mind or how they feel about anything