Fucked up .... I think?
Last night was great. Went to Sav's and we got drunk.
Nabeel, Ains, Sav, Anson (Ains' bro), Roger (who joined us wayyy after I was gone) Sabru and I - Sabru didnt drink at all. I was gone after just 2 .. and they were mixed. This one time Sav gave me coke ONLY and I switched it with Nabeel's drink and he didnt even know it! It was a really smooth move.
I fell asleep and was told that I had a lot of "shiver" attacks and I also cried and kept saying "Please dont, please dont" and I kept swinging my arms and didnt let anyone give me water. Also I had slapped Ainsley several times and hit Nabeel and Roger on their faces too.
Sabru left before Roger came. I dont remember him coming (was prolly sleeping then). Roger drove me home. Nab and Ains were also in the car with me and worse was CHECKING ON THE ROAD! We took down the sun shades and threw chewing gum in our mouths and tried to keep a straight face. That went fine and then I got home and slept.
Today was really bad though. My mum is being a real b**** (excuse my french). I have a strong feeling tonight is the night ... when I'll walk out. She called Paloma this morning and asked for Ainsley's # and was very rude to her. Then my sis starts telling me all weird shite on msn about mum wanting to know if Nabeel was messing around with me and if serious just marry me and has already told my dad (WTF?!) I spoke to my mum and it didnt go well .. she was a real biatch to me and I didnt think I could be nice to her and just hung up.
I swear if she says anything bad to Nabeel or about him I'll forget that she's my mum and say whtever I have to say and walk out. I dont care what dad has to say.
I'm hungover .. pissed .. everytime I pass by N's desk I find myself smiling like crazy :D
Will update more later .. tc all xx
Nabeel, Ains, Sav, Anson (Ains' bro), Roger (who joined us wayyy after I was gone) Sabru and I - Sabru didnt drink at all. I was gone after just 2 .. and they were mixed. This one time Sav gave me coke ONLY and I switched it with Nabeel's drink and he didnt even know it! It was a really smooth move.
I fell asleep and was told that I had a lot of "shiver" attacks and I also cried and kept saying "Please dont, please dont" and I kept swinging my arms and didnt let anyone give me water. Also I had slapped Ainsley several times and hit Nabeel and Roger on their faces too.
Sabru left before Roger came. I dont remember him coming (was prolly sleeping then). Roger drove me home. Nab and Ains were also in the car with me and worse was CHECKING ON THE ROAD! We took down the sun shades and threw chewing gum in our mouths and tried to keep a straight face. That went fine and then I got home and slept.
Today was really bad though. My mum is being a real b**** (excuse my french). I have a strong feeling tonight is the night ... when I'll walk out. She called Paloma this morning and asked for Ainsley's # and was very rude to her. Then my sis starts telling me all weird shite on msn about mum wanting to know if Nabeel was messing around with me and if serious just marry me and has already told my dad (WTF?!) I spoke to my mum and it didnt go well .. she was a real biatch to me and I didnt think I could be nice to her and just hung up.
I swear if she says anything bad to Nabeel or about him I'll forget that she's my mum and say whtever I have to say and walk out. I dont care what dad has to say.
I'm hungover .. pissed .. everytime I pass by N's desk I find myself smiling like crazy :D
Will update more later .. tc all xx