Dont waste your sympathy on me
Last night I picked out something very simple and plain to wear for the test today. My sis didnt think it was appropriate and my mum kept forcing me to ask my sis if she had anything nice to wear and I hadnt so Sabru (my elder sis) said that I just wanted people to feel sorry for me :-/ if I dont want to do something I wont unless its work related ... I dont like people pitying (sp?) me. I wont even ask for help unless I'm desperate enough. Its not that I'm too 'proud' or anything .. its just that I do not feel comfortable asking people for things even family (my dad is exactly the same).
Now about lj - I come here when I am angry .. depressed .. happy (sometimes) or whatever. Its easy to talk to people when I'm happy and excited about something hence I dont put it in here (most of the time) but I do not speak to anyone about things that bring me down and I come here and let things out. I do tend to repeat things .. most of which are my thoughts. My lj is mostly depressing, yes. If you are tired of reading the same thing over and over and depressing things just un-friend me. You dont have to keep me on because you want to have lots of people on your friend list and dont even comment - I bet those who have like 60-70 people dont even know who all are on your list.
Now my test/ interview this morning - written test was excellent and oral was pretty ok. The guy who interviewed me was some Brit dude with no sense of humour :-/ and he said that I should call up the Flight Services Dept tomorrow.
I'm extremely tired and feeling a bit down ..
Now about lj - I come here when I am angry .. depressed .. happy (sometimes) or whatever. Its easy to talk to people when I'm happy and excited about something hence I dont put it in here (most of the time) but I do not speak to anyone about things that bring me down and I come here and let things out. I do tend to repeat things .. most of which are my thoughts. My lj is mostly depressing, yes. If you are tired of reading the same thing over and over and depressing things just un-friend me. You dont have to keep me on because you want to have lots of people on your friend list and dont even comment - I bet those who have like 60-70 people dont even know who all are on your list.
Now my test/ interview this morning - written test was excellent and oral was pretty ok. The guy who interviewed me was some Brit dude with no sense of humour :-/ and he said that I should call up the Flight Services Dept tomorrow.
I'm extremely tired and feeling a bit down ..