::..do you think we stand a chance? you dont care .. you just dont care anymore..::

[fallingstar009]

I didn’t want to sleep last night :-/ I’m usually in bed by 9.30 but lay there till I fall asleep. I was online at 9.30 chatting to Jerry and I didn’t want him to go coz I … I just wanted to talk to anyone and he was there … he is in Kuwait but in a camp and they’re not allowed out. We weren’t talking about anything serious .. just joking around

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[_heathie]

hi sweetheart. sorry for being gone a lil. i never eat breakfast and don`t get sick. but maybe i`m used to it? and i`m sorry i wasn`t online for you to talk to. but the differences kill us.
what`s going on with you and richie? email me. <33

[fallingstar009]

Thats ok sweetie. I hope you're ok though, you got me worried the other night. You mentioned Steve being so down .. is he ok now?
Yeah time difference sucks!
I'm on it now :)

[_heathie]

i'm doing alright. he`s okay. we argue too much though. :(
it does suck! aw. but i wasn`t. :( & now, i`m leaving soon. <3

[fallingstar009]

Must be the distance .. like you both want something but cant really have it? frustration? Richie and I have been arguing a lot too. I called him last night regarding that. Is it like .. a bad thing? That we fight too much. Will give you details in a mail.

You're leaving soon??? Where are you going? :-/

[_heathie]

i guess that could be it. it makes perfect sense. thanks. but i don't know. we argue too much and it's starting to piss me off. sometimes, it feels like i don't even have a boyfriend. ehh, it's very bad!!

awww. -hugss- i'm going to read that email and reply shortly. sorry i wasn't on earlier though.

i don't remember why i wrote that, lol. <3

[fallingstar009]

I feel that way too :( only difference is you get to meet Steve .. you guys are in the same continent.

[_heathie]

-hugs you-

and i'm sorry that you two are so far. :(

but steve's so close and i don't get to see him.
which makes me more sad...

cheer up. it'll all be okay. <33