only crazy people fall in love with me
anti-social still. sorry. i promise i am actually alive i just haven't been doin the vampire thing lately. only seen during the daytime. working, frequenting thayer with kate & al (much to the dismay of my bank account) & at the beach with bethany working on our tans. which is still made up of slightly too many freckles. ran into half of cranston the other day when i was at the beach by myself. thank god i was hidden behind audrey-sized sunglasses so i didn't have to play nice with the big kids. actually one of the boys whose name i don't know noticed me and winked but apparently caught on to my lopsided smile and kept my anti-social, geeky-novel-reading, sunglasses clad self a secret from the other boys. laughed when i realized i really like mike's smile as he walked by. boys aren't supposed to be able to smile so sweetly, i thought only little sisters could do that. i am itching to go out to dinner with someone tonight, partially because i am 100% sure there is no source of nourishment in my house other than diet coke & water, but also because i am absolutely starving for the type of conversation i would get out of a good dinner with half the people i have to catch up with. if anyone wants to go out call me. i'm on my third diet coke. you don't have to be hungry you can just pretend. as long as i get a meal out of it. even though we all know i'm going to end up at bevo tonight spending too much money on booze instead of food. stuff, stuff, stuff. this was totally pointless. i'm going to go call al.