The Most Forbidden Love Part 1
Okay, here's my second fanfiction that I've posted :)
The prologue is a little slow, so bear with it, or you can just skip it. All the Prologue says is that Yunho, Jaejoong, Micky, Junsu, and Changmin are brothers and they are VERY close.
I should warn you though...the topic is a little...scandalous...seeing as how it is Yunjae and Yoosu and they're brothers....
I'd love comments if you like it and want me to continue. :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Most Forbidden Love Part 1
Prologue
Kim Sul Gee knew there was something special about her babies when they were born. She had quintuplets, but they did not even look like siblings.
There was first born, little baby, Jaejoong. His hair was dark straight, but his eyes were a light, creamy brown, that shone with mysterious mischief.
Then there was Yunho, trailing Jaejoong just by a minute. Though he was second, he had a look in his eyes that said he was born to lead.
Third was Yoochun who cried the most when born, but had the softest yell. He had a bit of curl in his hair, and his eyes always had a sleepy look.
Second to last was the tiny bundle of joy, Junsu. He came out with a call that was like a giggle, “Eu Kyang Kyang”. His eyes shone with happiness and fun.
Last but definitely not least was Changmin. He was the youngest but only second in size to Yunho and seemed to eat the most. He was a big baby that always seemed to be observing the world. He would stare off into space and think.
They were an unusual bundle of babies, but each was un-surpassingly adorable.
The only thing that made Sul Gee worry was how close they were to one other. But she had often heard that twins and so on were often closer than normal siblings.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
6 Years Old (Just to show their innocence)
“Kim Jaejoong! Where are you running off too?” Yunho yelled, trying to catch up to his brother.
Jaejoong grinned, “Shh! Me and Micky got something planned!”
By Micky, Jaejoong meant Yoochun, who had been dubbed that name after attacking Mickey Mouse when they went to Disney World.
Yunho felt a little jealous that he was not included in the plan and decided to find Changmin and Junsu.
Junsu sat on the ground, pouting. There was a large bleeding cut on his knee. Yunho quickly ran over, “Su, what’s wrong?”
Junsu wiped away a tear, “I fell!!”
Yunho nodded, “You want me to get Mommy?”
“No!” Junsu protested, “Where’s my Micky?!”
Yunho sighed. Junsu always needed Micky for comfort.
“He’s busy playing with Jae---”
SPLASH!
“Uh-oh,” Yunho thought before a loud yell erupted.
“Jaejoong, Yoochun! I’m gonna kill you guys!”
Yunho saw Changmin sprinting after Jaejoong and Yoochun across the front lawn. Changmin was carrying a plastic shovel and a pail full of dirt and was dripping wet. Yunho saw his muddy footsteps leading from the nearby stream. Mommy’s gonna have a cow.
Ten minutes later, all five of them were in time out. Junsu shook his head, “But Mommy! It’s Jaejoong’s and Micky’s fault! They pushed Changmin into the stream! Not us!”
Sul Gee shook her head, “It’s nap time for you guys anyway. Some quiet time will do you all good.”
Yunho frowned at his older brother. Jaejoong sighed and took Yunho’s hand in his, “Oh, don’t be mad Yunnie, I was just playing. Changmin didn’t have to get all mad and get us in trouble!”
Changmin kicked Jaejoong, “You pushed me into the water!”
Junsu shushed them, “Micky’s trying to sleep.”
Oblivious to all the trouble he and Jaejoong had caused, Yoochun was already in the corner of the playpen, asleep.
Soon they all settled down. Jaejoong snuggled near Micky, still holding Yunho’s hand. Junsu promptly shoved Jaejoong out of the way and took his place next to Micky. Changmin fell asleep at their heads.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
16 Years Old
“What the hell,?” Jaejoong asked as Yunho shoved him into the room they shared.
Yunho was angry, “Why didn’t you stop Taegoon when he tried to kiss you?”
Jaejoong rolled his eyes, “It’s not a big deal, Yun, why are you so mad?”
“Yes it is! Because…because…” He paused to think of a reason.
“Because people are gonna think you’re gay or something!” Yunho yelled. Truthfully, he didn’t really know why he was so angry.
Jaejoong approached Yunho and stared him straight in the eyes. His look was almost penetrating. His dark hair matched his shining dark eyes. His beautiful smile was cynical.
“What if I am Yunnie? Are you gonna hate me? Are you gonna yell at me? Are you gonna hit me?”
There was a long silence.
Jaejoong stroked Yunho’s cheek, “Try not to worry so much, little brother.”
Yunho swallowed, staring at Jae’s eyes and lips. The soft, red lips.
He hated being Jaejoong’s brother.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaejoong strolled out of the room. He could see his mom’s worried glance as he grabbed his jacket to leave the house.
“You shouldn’t be out so much alone Jaejoong!” She called desperately as he shut the door.
Jaejoong laughed.
His mother had been pretty lost and depressed after their father passed away when Jae was eleven. She had been really into drinking and smoking. She didn’t snap out of her destructive phase until Jaejoong was fourteen.
Their father had been really wealthy and left them a lot to inherit, because of this, and their looks, many people had tried to kidnap the Kim boys. Jaejoong was especially a target because of his weak heart. He wasn’t as strong as his brothers. His mom started to pay more attention after getting threats of kidnapping, but did not realize when one day, Jaejoong suddenly disappeared.
He had been grabbed by a man who forced him into an alley way and raped him.
Jaejoong had never been the same.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Junsu walked into his room to grab his soccer ball. He and a few of his friends were going to meet at the field by the school to play. Junsu noticed a figure on the bed next to his. It was Yoochun, taking another nap. He was clad in only boxers and his long dark hair was sprawled across the pillow.
Junsu stroked his brother’s cheek and smiled at how peaceful his big brother looked. Yoochun’s eyes suddenly opened, “Junsu-ah?”
Junsu continued to stroke his brother’s cheek. He was his favorite brother and was rather affectionate toward him.
Yoochun held Junsu’s other hand, “Junsu, the wind at night makes the room cold, will you stay with me tonight?”
Junsu shook his head, “Chun, mom got mad at us last time. She said that it’s strange for brothers to be close like that.”
Yoochun stared at him pleadingly. His request was innocent.
Junsu shook his head, “Maybe try sleeping with clothes on, Chun?”
Yoochun continued to pout.
Junsu sighed. He could not win this one.
“How about I nap with you instead?”
Yoochun smiled.
Junsu left his soccer ball on the ground and crawled into bed with his brother. After all, family mattered more than anything else. And Yoochun mattered even more than family.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaejoong kissed the tall man back before whispering in his ear, “Did you know I’m a boy?”
The man looked shocked.
Jaejoong laughed and left him in the street.
Being mistaken for a girl had become a daily thing for him. Jaejoong really didn’t care anymore. If a man wanted to kiss him. Fine. If a woman wanted him. Fine. If they wanted more. FINE. Everything was fine, fine, fine.
Mostly because Jaejoong didn’t want to care anymore.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yunho found his older brother on the street, conning a young woman into giving him twenty dollars. He was making puppy-eyes at her, the way Jaejoong had gotten Yunho to do his chores, many times before.
“Jaejoong!” Yunho yelled, making his brother jump slightly.
Jaejoong smiled at the woman and returned the money, “Never mind, I need to go now. Thank you anyway!”
Jaejoong took off sprinting.
He was a good runner and had been in track in middle school…before he found out about his weak heart.
He was tired, but got to the nearby park before Yunho caught up to him.
“Jae, you shouldn’t be out so much. Just because your heart condition isn’t gonna kill you anytime soon, doesn’t mean you should push it. You’re still weak,” Yunho said softly, approaching Jaejoong.
He rolled his eyes, “Oh, shut the hell up Yunho, I’m so tired of your lectures!”
Jae sat on the ground.
Yunho took his place next to him.
Jae shuffled away from his brother.
“Guess what I did today, Yunho? Guess what your big brother did today?” Jae said, smiling a cold smile. His expression told that he was out for blood.
Yunho hated the way Jaejoong’s smile was now. It wasn’t the affectionate, happy, mischievous one that he loved so much. It stung to see Jae’s self-mocking grin.
“What did you do today Jae?”
“I kissed five random strangers, four were guys. I got fifty bucks from them and look,” Jae handed a piece of paper to Yunho, “I’m suspended from school again!”
Yunho sighed, “Jae why?”
Jaejoong laughed, his crazy, spiteful laugh, “Something about how it’s wrong to seduce teachers.”
Yunho crumpled the paper.
“It’s not like it was my fault, I asked Mr. Park if I could make up the quizzes I missed and he told me there was an easier way to get my grade up. Then he grabbed me and kissed me and started rubbing my hand against his----”
Yunho covered Jae’s mouth with his hand and covered his own eyes with the other, “Stop Jae. Too much information.”
After a long pause, he asked, “Do you want me to talk to the principal again?”
Jaejoong sighed and laid back in the woodchips, “Sure, I’ll just ask my little brother to come to my rescue every time.”
Yunho laid back and faced Jae.
“I’m only younger by a minute.”
And wrapped his arms around his brother in a tight embrace.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A group of sneering boys surrounded Changmin.
I hear your big brothers like to fuck guys!
I guess you’re the same right?
I didn’t hear that, but I heard that he’ll do anything if you give him a dollar.
He’s a male-whore just like his big brother Jaejoong.
I heard that all five of them work as prostitutes.
Yeah, they make good money off of sleeping with every living thing.
I hear they even do each other.
They should all just go die.
Changmin woke up sweating from his afternoon nap. It was like re-living the day at school again.
He needed to get out of the house.
He needed to get away from his brothers.
Changmin walked, hands in his pockets, down the well known street of his town. The street was laced with movie theaters, stores, and restaurants. It was where everyone hung out.
Feeling hungry, Changmin shuffled into the nearby submarine shop. He ordered a quadruple-meat sandwich and apple juice and looked for a seat.
The shop was crowded and the only seat open, belonged in front of a pretty girl with glasses.
Changmin felt nervous when he went to ask her for the seat, but she just nodded without looking up from her book.
After a few moments, the girl looked up, “Eww, you’re really gonna eat all that?”
“Yeah…why shouldn’t I?”
She raised an eyebrow, “I’m surprised you haven’t dropped dead from all that meat.”
Changmin didn’t know if he should laugh or be offended, “What? You don’t eat meat or something?”
“Of course I do. I’m just not a crazy person who eats a whole pig and cow on a slice of bread.”
Changmin blinked. How did I get stuck here with a person who’s criticizing my eating? But he was glad she could distract him from his nightmares.
“Oh, hey, you go to my school right?” She asked suddenly.
Changmin shrugged, shoving the sandwich defiantly into his mouth, “I guess so.”
She nodded, “Kim Changmin right? The one with the four brothers! You know you guys have a fan club at school?”
He raised an eyebrow.
She nodded again, “That’s why those guys were gonna beat you up the other day. All their girlfriends are in your fan club.”
Changmin just managed a lame, “Oh.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yoochun woke up again to find Junsu nestled at his side on his arm. It made him happy to see his little brother there, but also a bit worried. Junsu had no will power for defiance, he did whatever Yoochun wanted.
He stroked Junsu’s cheek. You shouldn’t be here, Su.
Yoochun watched Junsu’s chest rise and fall. He took the time to stare at everything that was Junsu.
The boy’s eyelashes, lips, cheeks, neck, chest, stomach, and…and…
Yoochun wanted to hit himself. Everything he was thinking was wrong and would scare Junsu if he told him.
But…why did it make his chest full to think of his brother that way?
Was it wrong to wonder how it would feel to kiss Junsu?
Was it wrong to love someone?
His head was calling him an idiot for even wondering if it was wrong, because it was.
It was so, so, so wrong.
But he wanted to anyway. If his brain was so against it, what was making him feel this way?
Yoochun felt the pounding in his chest. Oh…my heart.
He had forgotten he had one.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaejoong played with his younger brother’s shirt buttons. They were tiny and shimmering, almost like pure tears.
He stared at Yunho’s blissful face. The younger boy was napping in the woodchips like nothing was wrong.
Jaejoong was a bit envious. He had been told once that peaceful sleep was for the innocent.
And Jaejoong was anything but.
Jae pushed the reddish hair from Yunho’s eyes. He watched the boy’s mouth open to breathe. It was almost comical. Jaejoong wanted to laugh.
But laughing was for the innocent too.
And Jaejoong was anything but.
He stared at his brother’s lips more, observing their pinkness and soft look. Jae thought it was funny how wrong his thoughts were becoming.
Well, I’m going to hell anyway!
He pressed his lips to Yunho’s, hoping to steal some innocence.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you like it and want more, please comment and let me know and I'll write more. If no one responds, I'll probably just keep the story to myself, heh... :)
The prologue is a little slow, so bear with it, or you can just skip it. All the Prologue says is that Yunho, Jaejoong, Micky, Junsu, and Changmin are brothers and they are VERY close.
I should warn you though...the topic is a little...scandalous...seeing as how it is Yunjae and Yoosu and they're brothers....
I'd love comments if you like it and want me to continue. :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Most Forbidden Love Part 1
Prologue
Kim Sul Gee knew there was something special about her babies when they were born. She had quintuplets, but they did not even look like siblings.
There was first born, little baby, Jaejoong. His hair was dark straight, but his eyes were a light, creamy brown, that shone with mysterious mischief.
Then there was Yunho, trailing Jaejoong just by a minute. Though he was second, he had a look in his eyes that said he was born to lead.
Third was Yoochun who cried the most when born, but had the softest yell. He had a bit of curl in his hair, and his eyes always had a sleepy look.
Second to last was the tiny bundle of joy, Junsu. He came out with a call that was like a giggle, “Eu Kyang Kyang”. His eyes shone with happiness and fun.
Last but definitely not least was Changmin. He was the youngest but only second in size to Yunho and seemed to eat the most. He was a big baby that always seemed to be observing the world. He would stare off into space and think.
They were an unusual bundle of babies, but each was un-surpassingly adorable.
The only thing that made Sul Gee worry was how close they were to one other. But she had often heard that twins and so on were often closer than normal siblings.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
6 Years Old (Just to show their innocence)
“Kim Jaejoong! Where are you running off too?” Yunho yelled, trying to catch up to his brother.
Jaejoong grinned, “Shh! Me and Micky got something planned!”
By Micky, Jaejoong meant Yoochun, who had been dubbed that name after attacking Mickey Mouse when they went to Disney World.
Yunho felt a little jealous that he was not included in the plan and decided to find Changmin and Junsu.
Junsu sat on the ground, pouting. There was a large bleeding cut on his knee. Yunho quickly ran over, “Su, what’s wrong?”
Junsu wiped away a tear, “I fell!!”
Yunho nodded, “You want me to get Mommy?”
“No!” Junsu protested, “Where’s my Micky?!”
Yunho sighed. Junsu always needed Micky for comfort.
“He’s busy playing with Jae---”
SPLASH!
“Uh-oh,” Yunho thought before a loud yell erupted.
“Jaejoong, Yoochun! I’m gonna kill you guys!”
Yunho saw Changmin sprinting after Jaejoong and Yoochun across the front lawn. Changmin was carrying a plastic shovel and a pail full of dirt and was dripping wet. Yunho saw his muddy footsteps leading from the nearby stream. Mommy’s gonna have a cow.
Ten minutes later, all five of them were in time out. Junsu shook his head, “But Mommy! It’s Jaejoong’s and Micky’s fault! They pushed Changmin into the stream! Not us!”
Sul Gee shook her head, “It’s nap time for you guys anyway. Some quiet time will do you all good.”
Yunho frowned at his older brother. Jaejoong sighed and took Yunho’s hand in his, “Oh, don’t be mad Yunnie, I was just playing. Changmin didn’t have to get all mad and get us in trouble!”
Changmin kicked Jaejoong, “You pushed me into the water!”
Junsu shushed them, “Micky’s trying to sleep.”
Oblivious to all the trouble he and Jaejoong had caused, Yoochun was already in the corner of the playpen, asleep.
Soon they all settled down. Jaejoong snuggled near Micky, still holding Yunho’s hand. Junsu promptly shoved Jaejoong out of the way and took his place next to Micky. Changmin fell asleep at their heads.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
16 Years Old
“What the hell,?” Jaejoong asked as Yunho shoved him into the room they shared.
Yunho was angry, “Why didn’t you stop Taegoon when he tried to kiss you?”
Jaejoong rolled his eyes, “It’s not a big deal, Yun, why are you so mad?”
“Yes it is! Because…because…” He paused to think of a reason.
“Because people are gonna think you’re gay or something!” Yunho yelled. Truthfully, he didn’t really know why he was so angry.
Jaejoong approached Yunho and stared him straight in the eyes. His look was almost penetrating. His dark hair matched his shining dark eyes. His beautiful smile was cynical.
“What if I am Yunnie? Are you gonna hate me? Are you gonna yell at me? Are you gonna hit me?”
There was a long silence.
Jaejoong stroked Yunho’s cheek, “Try not to worry so much, little brother.”
Yunho swallowed, staring at Jae’s eyes and lips. The soft, red lips.
He hated being Jaejoong’s brother.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaejoong strolled out of the room. He could see his mom’s worried glance as he grabbed his jacket to leave the house.
“You shouldn’t be out so much alone Jaejoong!” She called desperately as he shut the door.
Jaejoong laughed.
His mother had been pretty lost and depressed after their father passed away when Jae was eleven. She had been really into drinking and smoking. She didn’t snap out of her destructive phase until Jaejoong was fourteen.
Their father had been really wealthy and left them a lot to inherit, because of this, and their looks, many people had tried to kidnap the Kim boys. Jaejoong was especially a target because of his weak heart. He wasn’t as strong as his brothers. His mom started to pay more attention after getting threats of kidnapping, but did not realize when one day, Jaejoong suddenly disappeared.
He had been grabbed by a man who forced him into an alley way and raped him.
Jaejoong had never been the same.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Junsu walked into his room to grab his soccer ball. He and a few of his friends were going to meet at the field by the school to play. Junsu noticed a figure on the bed next to his. It was Yoochun, taking another nap. He was clad in only boxers and his long dark hair was sprawled across the pillow.
Junsu stroked his brother’s cheek and smiled at how peaceful his big brother looked. Yoochun’s eyes suddenly opened, “Junsu-ah?”
Junsu continued to stroke his brother’s cheek. He was his favorite brother and was rather affectionate toward him.
Yoochun held Junsu’s other hand, “Junsu, the wind at night makes the room cold, will you stay with me tonight?”
Junsu shook his head, “Chun, mom got mad at us last time. She said that it’s strange for brothers to be close like that.”
Yoochun stared at him pleadingly. His request was innocent.
Junsu shook his head, “Maybe try sleeping with clothes on, Chun?”
Yoochun continued to pout.
Junsu sighed. He could not win this one.
“How about I nap with you instead?”
Yoochun smiled.
Junsu left his soccer ball on the ground and crawled into bed with his brother. After all, family mattered more than anything else. And Yoochun mattered even more than family.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaejoong kissed the tall man back before whispering in his ear, “Did you know I’m a boy?”
The man looked shocked.
Jaejoong laughed and left him in the street.
Being mistaken for a girl had become a daily thing for him. Jaejoong really didn’t care anymore. If a man wanted to kiss him. Fine. If a woman wanted him. Fine. If they wanted more. FINE. Everything was fine, fine, fine.
Mostly because Jaejoong didn’t want to care anymore.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yunho found his older brother on the street, conning a young woman into giving him twenty dollars. He was making puppy-eyes at her, the way Jaejoong had gotten Yunho to do his chores, many times before.
“Jaejoong!” Yunho yelled, making his brother jump slightly.
Jaejoong smiled at the woman and returned the money, “Never mind, I need to go now. Thank you anyway!”
Jaejoong took off sprinting.
He was a good runner and had been in track in middle school…before he found out about his weak heart.
He was tired, but got to the nearby park before Yunho caught up to him.
“Jae, you shouldn’t be out so much. Just because your heart condition isn’t gonna kill you anytime soon, doesn’t mean you should push it. You’re still weak,” Yunho said softly, approaching Jaejoong.
He rolled his eyes, “Oh, shut the hell up Yunho, I’m so tired of your lectures!”
Jae sat on the ground.
Yunho took his place next to him.
Jae shuffled away from his brother.
“Guess what I did today, Yunho? Guess what your big brother did today?” Jae said, smiling a cold smile. His expression told that he was out for blood.
Yunho hated the way Jaejoong’s smile was now. It wasn’t the affectionate, happy, mischievous one that he loved so much. It stung to see Jae’s self-mocking grin.
“What did you do today Jae?”
“I kissed five random strangers, four were guys. I got fifty bucks from them and look,” Jae handed a piece of paper to Yunho, “I’m suspended from school again!”
Yunho sighed, “Jae why?”
Jaejoong laughed, his crazy, spiteful laugh, “Something about how it’s wrong to seduce teachers.”
Yunho crumpled the paper.
“It’s not like it was my fault, I asked Mr. Park if I could make up the quizzes I missed and he told me there was an easier way to get my grade up. Then he grabbed me and kissed me and started rubbing my hand against his----”
Yunho covered Jae’s mouth with his hand and covered his own eyes with the other, “Stop Jae. Too much information.”
After a long pause, he asked, “Do you want me to talk to the principal again?”
Jaejoong sighed and laid back in the woodchips, “Sure, I’ll just ask my little brother to come to my rescue every time.”
Yunho laid back and faced Jae.
“I’m only younger by a minute.”
And wrapped his arms around his brother in a tight embrace.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A group of sneering boys surrounded Changmin.
I hear your big brothers like to fuck guys!
I guess you’re the same right?
I didn’t hear that, but I heard that he’ll do anything if you give him a dollar.
He’s a male-whore just like his big brother Jaejoong.
I heard that all five of them work as prostitutes.
Yeah, they make good money off of sleeping with every living thing.
I hear they even do each other.
They should all just go die.
Changmin woke up sweating from his afternoon nap. It was like re-living the day at school again.
He needed to get out of the house.
He needed to get away from his brothers.
Changmin walked, hands in his pockets, down the well known street of his town. The street was laced with movie theaters, stores, and restaurants. It was where everyone hung out.
Feeling hungry, Changmin shuffled into the nearby submarine shop. He ordered a quadruple-meat sandwich and apple juice and looked for a seat.
The shop was crowded and the only seat open, belonged in front of a pretty girl with glasses.
Changmin felt nervous when he went to ask her for the seat, but she just nodded without looking up from her book.
After a few moments, the girl looked up, “Eww, you’re really gonna eat all that?”
“Yeah…why shouldn’t I?”
She raised an eyebrow, “I’m surprised you haven’t dropped dead from all that meat.”
Changmin didn’t know if he should laugh or be offended, “What? You don’t eat meat or something?”
“Of course I do. I’m just not a crazy person who eats a whole pig and cow on a slice of bread.”
Changmin blinked. How did I get stuck here with a person who’s criticizing my eating? But he was glad she could distract him from his nightmares.
“Oh, hey, you go to my school right?” She asked suddenly.
Changmin shrugged, shoving the sandwich defiantly into his mouth, “I guess so.”
She nodded, “Kim Changmin right? The one with the four brothers! You know you guys have a fan club at school?”
He raised an eyebrow.
She nodded again, “That’s why those guys were gonna beat you up the other day. All their girlfriends are in your fan club.”
Changmin just managed a lame, “Oh.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yoochun woke up again to find Junsu nestled at his side on his arm. It made him happy to see his little brother there, but also a bit worried. Junsu had no will power for defiance, he did whatever Yoochun wanted.
He stroked Junsu’s cheek. You shouldn’t be here, Su.
Yoochun watched Junsu’s chest rise and fall. He took the time to stare at everything that was Junsu.
The boy’s eyelashes, lips, cheeks, neck, chest, stomach, and…and…
Yoochun wanted to hit himself. Everything he was thinking was wrong and would scare Junsu if he told him.
But…why did it make his chest full to think of his brother that way?
Was it wrong to wonder how it would feel to kiss Junsu?
Was it wrong to love someone?
His head was calling him an idiot for even wondering if it was wrong, because it was.
It was so, so, so wrong.
But he wanted to anyway. If his brain was so against it, what was making him feel this way?
Yoochun felt the pounding in his chest. Oh…my heart.
He had forgotten he had one.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaejoong played with his younger brother’s shirt buttons. They were tiny and shimmering, almost like pure tears.
He stared at Yunho’s blissful face. The younger boy was napping in the woodchips like nothing was wrong.
Jaejoong was a bit envious. He had been told once that peaceful sleep was for the innocent.
And Jaejoong was anything but.
Jae pushed the reddish hair from Yunho’s eyes. He watched the boy’s mouth open to breathe. It was almost comical. Jaejoong wanted to laugh.
But laughing was for the innocent too.
And Jaejoong was anything but.
He stared at his brother’s lips more, observing their pinkness and soft look. Jae thought it was funny how wrong his thoughts were becoming.
Well, I’m going to hell anyway!
He pressed his lips to Yunho’s, hoping to steal some innocence.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you like it and want more, please comment and let me know and I'll write more. If no one responds, I'll probably just keep the story to myself, heh... :)