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[fallingndflying]

Can I say a big fuck you to the people who I thought were really friends, but turned out not to be.? Can I say a big fuck you to quitters, to the people who pretended to care and then bailed at the first sign of trouble or weakness? I'm starting to see, maybe for the first time, that you can't really trust anyone, and that no one means what they

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[anonymous]

You'll get past it. Friendships die, it's sad, it's common, it's true. The majority of my friendships have seldom lasted longer than 4 years, if I was lucky enough to hold it for even that long. But... military life does that, everyone's always moving. More often than not, people don't put the effort up to write to one another. It's nothing personal, it's just not a big deal once it's done. When you get hurt... your reaction says a lot about you. You can wince and say, "God, that sucks. Cool that we had what we had, sorry it turned out this way, later." orrrrrrrrrrr you could do the "FUCK YOU I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU SNRRRGH!! HULK SMASH YOU ARE BYE FOREVER!" This reaction leaves little to no room for any reconciliation. They're guilty of initiating the closure, you're guilty of finalizing it. I think you're definitely leaning more towards the second one.

Haha- you are a bizarre young lady. :) You seem like you're more funny and lighthearted than this post suggests. And yet, here it is.

I mean, pretend it wasn't you that wrote it. Pretend it was someone you didn't know. And pretend you believe that this person DID get royally fucked. And then try to say that it doesn't sound: a) super, megalocephaton-drama queeney, or b) angsty, everyone hates me for no goddamn reason middleschoolgirl-y.

You'll be fine. Take a deep breath, chant "I are 1337." Eat some chocolate. Go play a rhythm based game. Guitar Hero seems pretty popular. There's some angry death-metal on there that could be therapeautic to shread to. Take a bubble bath. Get someone to give you a massage. Go to sleep. Wake up. If you're still angsty, repeat from the chant.

-FIN-
(yeah, yeah. anonymous. because you don't know me. and because i'm creepy and browse livejournals and comment on posts i think are worth commenting on. blah blah, i'm a coward saying mean things no identity blah blah gonna track your IP blah blah virus blah ruin your life blah blah blah. i've heard it. don't care. i don't mean to offend, just to be blunt. blah.)
-El FIN ULTIMA-

[anonymous]

PS.
comment > post. @_@ i'm pretty lame.
-El FIN ULTIMA ACTUAL-

[_trompe_lemonde]

insert foot in mouth via someone else's journal. we call posts like this passive agressive melodrama.