lets think healthy
i feel like working out. only. i hate working out. except for swimming. i'm waiting on robyn to go running right now, but i just know that won't go over so well haha. especially since i can't find my inhaler..oops..iess...i feel like..i've decided to start over, so i've..accepted things, right? well kind of. i'm trying. and denying that i still have issues. but. that's all i did last year, and i was finally the happy person i wanted to be, so..as long as i don't deny things when specifically asked, it won't all come back to me, right? lets hope so..but anyway. right now, i feel like i do when i've just finished reading a magazine or seen some happy-go-lucky-ending movie..i dono. i feel like moving around furniture, redecorating, reorganizing, actually exercising, eating healthy, cooking, ... i want to dance. and swim some laps. one of these days..too bad i didn't wake up on a saturday feeling like this, i'd have all day to do it. but, for now, maybe just running w/ robyn will do. maybe she'll wanna cook dinner or something. that way i don't have to worry a/b making it to the gross cafetaria..the source of this, of course, is the blog of some gay art director man that i'm now in love w/..he posts pictures of homeware he likes and talks a/b it haha..but..it's all like clean, fresh, organic, "bohemian-modern," IKIA-like stuff..it's refreshing. i think that's the word this post has been pain-stakingly trying to find to describe the mood i'm in. refreshed. and thirsty. i think i'll drink some more tea.