an update on my shitty life...
Gosh, today was HORRIBLE! Nothing went right...Jess & I are arguing again, and i really don't think we will go back to being friends, she & i both know why and we both know how it can be fixed, but i doubt it will. I like Nicholas sooo much--still--but I am guessing that he will ask out Tori and everything will go great between them so i am just gunna lay back and go with the flow. Lately everyone has been telling me i have changed and honestly i can tell i have and i dont like the change...I am really trying to go back to the way i was before poston and shit, but idk with everything going on in my family and with everything going on at school it is hard to add one more thing to do onto my list...just b/c there is already like 50 kagillion things to do...! My mom & Andrew didn't get married over the weekend while we were in vegas, but that's okay, i really don't believe it is the right thing to do right now. But then again, if my mom isn't happy then i'm not either! Mine & Danielle's friendship is kinda going down the shit hole b/c of her switching schools and all but i know when if she does come back that eveyrthing will go back to normal and i cannot wait. Nic and I are pretty close friends now though and idk what to do...i mean i like him more than a friend and he doesn't think of me like that and it sucks...plus when, if she does, come back--danielle--then i will have to divide my time with both of them, since they don't get along anymore...lord...! I am sick of all of this i am sick of her, i am sick of him, i am sick of everything about all of you--except my best friends...
I HATE 12*16*03
it will forver be a day that i will look back on and never want to see again!
FUCK!