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so it's becoming a rare event for me to update.
im not even sure why i have this journal......i guess maybe to hold on to the past.
at any rate i got really sad a few days ago thinking about how my children will not have any cousins.
it's a sad thought...a strange feeling. but i think that in some strange way...
maybe my children will be brought into the world that way for a reason.
God wants them to be the only grandchildren in our families.
i want to have a few children...i want to be the best mom out there.
i dont know....it just crossed my mind.
im not even sure why i have this journal......i guess maybe to hold on to the past.
at any rate i got really sad a few days ago thinking about how my children will not have any cousins.
it's a sad thought...a strange feeling. but i think that in some strange way...
maybe my children will be brought into the world that way for a reason.
God wants them to be the only grandchildren in our families.
i want to have a few children...i want to be the best mom out there.
i dont know....it just crossed my mind.