Screw it all

[fallingillusion]

Ok what was my inspiration, my focus point? I thought I was getting better that maybe I was actually okay. But now, I'm not. I hate this, I really do. I hate having to wake up in the morning. I hate going to school. I hate trying to make myself feel cheerful because I'm not anymore. And you know what else, don't even bother writing any comments.

I need to talk to someone. Now. I'm crying right now.