Weekend.
Is it bad to spend your whole weekend playing video games and watching Sailor Moon and movies.. and not go out, not see anybody, not to any artwork? I shouldn't feel terrible but I do. Its not like I have work to do for anyone. Its my own work that no one even looks at so... why? It's depressing.
Its not depressing I spent my weekend doing that. Obviously, I should spend my life doing what I enjoy. I love playing Bioshock. I'm actually getting good at first person shooting. In the beginning of the game I hated it and I still look around every corner but yeah.
Anyway, I have a meeting on Thursday. A customer approached me on Saturday and said she really liked my makeup and asked if I was interested in earning a little extra money on top of my job already. I said yeah of course and gave her my number. Well she actually called, so I will find out all the details Thursday. I hope 1. - Its not a scam and 2. - It doesn't involve me trying to sell makeup or be like an Avon lady. I'm not really a good salesman type. But its makeup related and I'd love to have some experience in something makeup. Maybe it can get my foot in the door. I would love to do makeup. I enjoy doing my own makeup so much. I get up early every morning just for it. Heck, if I became a makeup artist, that would be awesome. It'd be a career and well then I'd just illustrate for fun and maybe do something with that. But anyway, no reason to get my hopes up.
I don't know why I feel bad that I don't hang out with people. People love me. Communication is a two way street. I'm always the one reaching out. We never have friends that reach out and are like omg I miss you lets do something. But thats what happens when you grow up and move far away from everybody. I love Frederick though so whateva'. Well, I feel better. Think I'm gonna watch some more Sailor Moon and eat gelato~
Its not depressing I spent my weekend doing that. Obviously, I should spend my life doing what I enjoy. I love playing Bioshock. I'm actually getting good at first person shooting. In the beginning of the game I hated it and I still look around every corner but yeah.
Anyway, I have a meeting on Thursday. A customer approached me on Saturday and said she really liked my makeup and asked if I was interested in earning a little extra money on top of my job already. I said yeah of course and gave her my number. Well she actually called, so I will find out all the details Thursday. I hope 1. - Its not a scam and 2. - It doesn't involve me trying to sell makeup or be like an Avon lady. I'm not really a good salesman type. But its makeup related and I'd love to have some experience in something makeup. Maybe it can get my foot in the door. I would love to do makeup. I enjoy doing my own makeup so much. I get up early every morning just for it. Heck, if I became a makeup artist, that would be awesome. It'd be a career and well then I'd just illustrate for fun and maybe do something with that. But anyway, no reason to get my hopes up.
I don't know why I feel bad that I don't hang out with people. People love me. Communication is a two way street. I'm always the one reaching out. We never have friends that reach out and are like omg I miss you lets do something. But thats what happens when you grow up and move far away from everybody. I love Frederick though so whateva'. Well, I feel better. Think I'm gonna watch some more Sailor Moon and eat gelato~