Sep 23, 2005 10:33
`-so much has happened in my life this week,its not bad just different and taking it all in is making me tired... physically exausted moreso i ges. i recieved a lovely poem last night from a friend, did bring tears to my eyes and a smile to my face. t'was just nice to have something to smile about, not saying i dont, but life has got pretty dull lately and i feel so emotionless,- indifferent about my surroundings?idk but anyway...
`-classic relay for life concert all within acouple weeks. i was exited about tomorrow but now i just dont care, i hope it is as pleasant as the last though.
`-told some band kid something i shouldnt of... you kno those seekrits that you never tell n'e-1 well prolly not but it was one , the one, thing who i only told one person and that was only outta ...nvm but i kno he looks at me different(ly). [he's in my section.]
`-Dan bought an add fo da classic... its gay... i dont like it theres a pic of the section from last night. i look so retarded omg! but w/e
`-i liked the color guard things we did last night theyre amusing
`-im in a weird mood. sorry for being a bitch... ever... i just wanta sleep i was up all night ALL night doing hw and estudiaring and leering and most of which had no impact because test, the was postponed and the hw wasnt collected.
it seems like whenever i aply myself its when it is least needed im just a generally awkward person in alot of ways.
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