i know i never use this thing..but i have to right now.
i feel like im in 5th grade again.
its really lame in all reality
but its sort of..fun..i guess?
ok anyways,
so theres this boy..
thats ALWAYS at the castle on thursday.
i think ive seen him there in the past
but for some reason im just now noticing him
im sooo gay, im secretly inlove w/him
and i dont know why.
i think i really like the fact that we've never talked
it makes me more intrigued by him.
and really want to talk to him.
but FUCK i dont know what i would do if that happend.
its seriously like that
i cant even focus when he's dancing by me
i go into complete fucking moron mode...
all i can do is hold my breath.
i dont even know his name..
wtf is wrong w/me.
this all started out as a joke b/c he looks like billie..
an older and taller version of billie.
so i just called him "the boy who looks like billie"
which soon turned into.."the boy"
he was right by our car tonight w/all of his crazy ass friends
it was weird b/c every time he would look at me
i kept thinking "ah does this mean he's gonna notice me"
which im sure he already has,
but this one really does intimidate me
and that scares me.
but anyways, as we were backing up
sarah almost hit him,
so after laughing it off
sarah yells "SHE LOVES YOU"
and niggy of course comes back w/"SHE WANTS TO BE ON YOUR COCK"
i just sat in the back seat laughing my ass off
i mean..what am i gonna do if he knows the stupid chick
w/the retarded mullet totally has a secret crush on him.
hi. ill die. thanks.
soooo how lame do u think i am?
cuz right about now..i think i take the cake.
looking forward to every thursday
just to see the boy
not even talk
or dance w/him
just to see him.
hey whose lame..ya that would be me.
eh whatev. its fun. a race ill never win
atleast it keeps me busy.
<3
its really lame in all reality
but its sort of..fun..i guess?
ok anyways,
so theres this boy..
thats ALWAYS at the castle on thursday.
i think ive seen him there in the past
but for some reason im just now noticing him
im sooo gay, im secretly inlove w/him
and i dont know why.
i think i really like the fact that we've never talked
it makes me more intrigued by him.
and really want to talk to him.
but FUCK i dont know what i would do if that happend.
its seriously like that
i cant even focus when he's dancing by me
i go into complete fucking moron mode...
all i can do is hold my breath.
i dont even know his name..
wtf is wrong w/me.
this all started out as a joke b/c he looks like billie..
an older and taller version of billie.
so i just called him "the boy who looks like billie"
which soon turned into.."the boy"
he was right by our car tonight w/all of his crazy ass friends
it was weird b/c every time he would look at me
i kept thinking "ah does this mean he's gonna notice me"
which im sure he already has,
but this one really does intimidate me
and that scares me.
but anyways, as we were backing up
sarah almost hit him,
so after laughing it off
sarah yells "SHE LOVES YOU"
and niggy of course comes back w/"SHE WANTS TO BE ON YOUR COCK"
i just sat in the back seat laughing my ass off
i mean..what am i gonna do if he knows the stupid chick
w/the retarded mullet totally has a secret crush on him.
hi. ill die. thanks.
soooo how lame do u think i am?
cuz right about now..i think i take the cake.
looking forward to every thursday
just to see the boy
not even talk
or dance w/him
just to see him.
hey whose lame..ya that would be me.
eh whatev. its fun. a race ill never win
atleast it keeps me busy.
<3