lets hope this never happens again

[fallingfate]

so i just woke up from the WORST DREAM OF MY LIFE!
ive never had a dream feel so real and effect me the way it did today
while i was napping.

i woke up hyper-ventilating
and crying
i still thought it was all real even tho
my eyes were open
it took me like a good 5 minutes to catch my breath
and get a hold of myself

i think the only reason it was THAT bad
was bc one of the ppl it involved would never EVER do
or say the things they did to me in my dream.
i was crying so hard, it hurt so bad
especially when its sumone u think so highly of.

the dreams that involve him are either REALLY REALLY bad
or REALLY REALLY good. lately tho its only been bad ones.
ive got alot of unspoken emotions
which is probably why they come out so vividly in my dreams.

ya i never want this to happen again
im almost scared to fall back asleep

my mind and heart are racing....