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I find it quite amazing that one second you can be as happy as a clam and the next you find your whole world tumbling down. I was in a swell mood the whole way home today from the bus and i had a great day at school. when i arrived at my house i found that my dad was crying and my mom was consoling him. i just found out that my grandma soura died. {the one on my dads side, not the one that comes to visit me here down in Fl}
i've never really experienced death of a loved one, well i have but i was around 8 so i didnt really comprhend it. but now im a lot older and i dont know how to handle it. i havent cried or anything. to be honest my face hasnt shown expression at all. i do know that im really sad that my grandma is gone and i am sure that it will hit me in a little while, like at the funeral.
Well, there is a serious problem besides her dieing. She lives in New York, that means that we have to leave. we are going to fly up there tomorrow morning i am pretty sure. that means that i dont get to tell anyone goodbye. that makes me really really sad. especially because i wont get to hug shane, i could really use a consoling hug from him right now. he makes everything better. so, i will call him tonight before he goes to church, tell him i love him and that i will call him as soon as i step off the plane.
jessie, dont think that i forgot about you. i'll call you tonight. we can talk.
well, the moral of this story is "One minute you might be eating a lollipop walk down the road and the next you may be packing your suitcase with black funeral appropriate clothes"
Dont take anything for granted, especially time, and you never know when the last time you are going to see someone is, so, I love you all and i just wanted you to know. so that just in case, i die in some sort of freak suitcase packing accident. i want you to know that i love you, especially shane and jessica. <3
i've never really experienced death of a loved one, well i have but i was around 8 so i didnt really comprhend it. but now im a lot older and i dont know how to handle it. i havent cried or anything. to be honest my face hasnt shown expression at all. i do know that im really sad that my grandma is gone and i am sure that it will hit me in a little while, like at the funeral.
Well, there is a serious problem besides her dieing. She lives in New York, that means that we have to leave. we are going to fly up there tomorrow morning i am pretty sure. that means that i dont get to tell anyone goodbye. that makes me really really sad. especially because i wont get to hug shane, i could really use a consoling hug from him right now. he makes everything better. so, i will call him tonight before he goes to church, tell him i love him and that i will call him as soon as i step off the plane.
jessie, dont think that i forgot about you. i'll call you tonight. we can talk.
well, the moral of this story is "One minute you might be eating a lollipop walk down the road and the next you may be packing your suitcase with black funeral appropriate clothes"
Dont take anything for granted, especially time, and you never know when the last time you are going to see someone is, so, I love you all and i just wanted you to know. so that just in case, i die in some sort of freak suitcase packing accident. i want you to know that i love you, especially shane and jessica. <3