how do u stop a friendship that never really ended

Jul 15, 2006 01:25

It's strange to think of someone as being truely gone.  I mean, I understand the concept, but it's hard to grasp.  I don't know how to close a connection that refused to stop.  Everytime we meet, we'd talk and laugh.  It's werid, but I know that the only reason we stayed friends was because he was always the better person.  I thought that the next time i went to BI (with panda and dave), we could stop by and say hi.  But we can't really do that now.

the only thing i can do now is remember him, like i remember beth and jimmy.

I remember:

*you singing "I just can't wait to be king" for our 3th or 4th grade talent show.
*parties at dina's house (people, and even me, got mad went u pied christinna in the face with whipped cream, but i still thought it was funny)
*flushing ur head down the toliet!!~
*kissing me behind the curtain of the wallace auditorium
*smoking together on prom night (THE BLUE TOWEL and the bus!)
*you buying me a double kamikaze and the look u gave me when i drank it in one pass

I know we had our trouble over the years, but you never let it phase you.  You took everything in your stride and i evny you for that.

you should be here, but you're not.  you will be missed.

resquiscat in pace.
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