Oct 15, 2005 21:48
well what a day this weekend has been craped on i hate that i cant stay at other peoples houses beacause my parents are fucking crazy and i hate how they out of no were started to want to know were i was and what i was doing kind of thing i hate that i cant get fucked up because im the driver and know one else can drive i hate how this weekend the days were good but then at the end of the day something would fuck up im sooooo pissed right now you dont even know i fuck hate myself and everone else right now i just want to talk to one person that will fucking listin but i dont epect anyone to do that why is it that when i like a guy he has a gf why cant i fined a guy oh ya that would be the reason i hate that i dont have someone im tired of being alone and hate when people say its ok you dont really want one how do yo kow this well you dont need one how do you kow this hmmmm oh and one last hate i hate myself for righting this and now i bet you hate your self for reading this lol i had to put something funny in this i guess im kinda sad mad right now because this guy that makes me laugh thats kinda the only person that can make me happy and smile just made mad im mad at him and it sucks because i felt like hes the only person that likes me and i felt like he hated me today how nice is that and all this bad stuff is happening and this chick that dont even know me was just being a bitch to me i hate when people do that i want someone to talk to like a bf so i can get away from stupied bitch like that one girl that doesn't know me, i mean how can anyone hate me Im angela, crazy fun loving got to lover her angela but know i feel hated by everone i dont even want to like myself right now.