maybe im to fucked up to deserve happiness....
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i cause you hell, I cause myself hell. you have to worry about me to much and it isnt right, i have lost your trust to the point where even if i swear on everything in my life you still dont believe me. When i try to shut up it makes everything worse and when i tell you everything gets even worse then if i dont talk. I am at a complete lost of what to do. the only thing that seems right anymore caused me even more hell now and screwed me up for life, but it made me so happy at the time, even if deep down i was truly miserable.
i cause you hell, I cause myself hell. you have to worry about me to much and it isnt right, i have lost your trust to the point where even if i swear on everything in my life you still dont believe me. When i try to shut up it makes everything worse and when i tell you everything gets even worse then if i dont talk. I am at a complete lost of what to do. the only thing that seems right anymore caused me even more hell now and screwed me up for life, but it made me so happy at the time, even if deep down i was truly miserable.