wow this day keep gets better and better.

[falling_stars66]

so today was my dad's b-day and I woke up to my mom bitching at me about how I dont have money so I cant get him a good b-day present, so Iam a bad daughter. Then she comes home and she starts shit with me because she didnt get him anything and I spent 70 on a gift certificate(which I now to pay my bro 50 cuz he loaned me all the money).Then my dad comes home and thinks I am in a bad mood so I go to my room and him and my mom start screaming at each othrer, then my mom starts crying and goes upstairs. Then I finally get to leave to go babysit and when I come home I see a pizza box on the table and ask if they got me any, but of course they didnt so I get pissed and go to my room, then i try to see if I can go out and no my mom is pmsing. Then I tell her that I want my hair professionally dyed and I will pay for it and find my own way there and all that shit, but no I cant because I want to do it black and that will ruin my hair, but all the other times she made me dye my hair didnt do anything because it wasnt black. FUCK HER!!!!! Im so fucking pissed off right. If I stay here tomorrow I will blow my brains out!!(not even kidding anymore)

Oh yeah now I find out we are not going to red oaks for some stupid ass bull shit reason, so I have to stay here all day unless I find something good to do.

I am so pissed off, frustrated, and fed up with my house and this shit that I am ready to go shoot myself in the head!!

oh yeah Im not allowed to listen to afi, story of the year, brand new,3 days grace, yellowcard, any sugarcult and dashboard because it is the reason I am angry and I want to dye my hair black.(that doesnt even fucking make sense!)