Back to reality........... -sigh-
first off I shouldnt have said all those things about kristin, but if she really gave a shit she would have said something to me and not send everyone else to stick up for her. I hope she does read this because I have a right to be angry with her because with all the shit I have done for her, tslking to her about everything and trying to keep her sane through everything, listening to her bitch about people and just sitting there and I know friends are supossed to do that but when I needed to talk to her I wasn't important and then she always went and said shit about me and made fun of me and other people behind there backs. So she isnt that great of a friend because she has done it to all of you and i have heard it all.
Well I did make it up to camp that night because my parents drove me 2 hrs across state to get me there. I had so much fun!!!!!!! It was just what I needed, to get away from all this stupid bull shit that is pulled out of spite for another person. Whoever has a fucking problem with me tell me, dont go and talk about me behind my back or say shit in my lj and for all of you I HAVE CHANGED SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL AND SO HAVE YOU SO DONT BE A BITCH BECAUSE I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!GET OVER IT!!!!!!
ok so moving on now.... I had more fun than I thought I would. It was just what I needed, to get away from you people (not all of you). I am so happy I did because now I think I have grown as a person and now I am closer to figuring out what kind of person I want to be. Well words cant even describe 6th grade camp, But I did face my fears and do the high ropes course, even though I didnt get up the fucking wall. It was cool that I had so much support in it.:)
Well I think I am going to take a shower now because I want to take a decent shower and then find something to do tonight so i dont have to be at home. Right now my house is hell and I dont want to be here, because I am tired of the yelling and shit. I want to go back to camp so bad, it was the most fun I have had all summer, even though I am so exhausted.
Well I did make it up to camp that night because my parents drove me 2 hrs across state to get me there. I had so much fun!!!!!!! It was just what I needed, to get away from all this stupid bull shit that is pulled out of spite for another person. Whoever has a fucking problem with me tell me, dont go and talk about me behind my back or say shit in my lj and for all of you I HAVE CHANGED SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL AND SO HAVE YOU SO DONT BE A BITCH BECAUSE I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!GET OVER IT!!!!!!
ok so moving on now.... I had more fun than I thought I would. It was just what I needed, to get away from you people (not all of you). I am so happy I did because now I think I have grown as a person and now I am closer to figuring out what kind of person I want to be. Well words cant even describe 6th grade camp, But I did face my fears and do the high ropes course, even though I didnt get up the fucking wall. It was cool that I had so much support in it.:)
Well I think I am going to take a shower now because I want to take a decent shower and then find something to do tonight so i dont have to be at home. Right now my house is hell and I dont want to be here, because I am tired of the yelling and shit. I want to go back to camp so bad, it was the most fun I have had all summer, even though I am so exhausted.