my best friend in my family is gone

[falling_stars66]

Im so numb right now he's gone. The only person left in my family who I got along with. He did so much for me and I want him to be here forever. I wanted him to see me with a linsence driving, starting in a first varsity basketball game. He's the reason that I am able to play sports because he worked so hard to make sure I was always healthy enough to play even when I was little and he always made a point to come to every game he could. Only him and my grandpa did and I have no one left because my grandpa has been gone for a year now. He is the only reason that I spent time with my my family because he always made it fun and made me laugh.

Now it feels like a huge part of me died, the part that i can never get back and never replace.