3 days.....
I have been sooo stressed these last couple days. I need to go have some stupid, completely pointless fun before I go crazy. If it isn't something with my friends it is something with my parents and their stupid shit. Even for a brief moment when I am having fun something has to be brought up that really is not worth talking about and you people always talking about it is really uncomfertable for me (Im not gonna say what it is because I do not feel like getting into a conversation about it) or someone comes by and memories come up, memories that I have worked so hard to forget.
I went shopping today and I got 2 pairs of shorts and a belt. When I came home I got yelled at because I am a slut and I am dressing like one and the way I act around guys, even though she has never seen me around guys. Oh yeah I hang around too many guys and I am going to get what I deserve one day by getting raped!!!!!!!
I HATE THEM, I HATE HER, I HATE HIM AND WHAT HE DID TO ME AND HOW I CAN NEVER ESCAPE FROM WHAT HE DID. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!
I went shopping today and I got 2 pairs of shorts and a belt. When I came home I got yelled at because I am a slut and I am dressing like one and the way I act around guys, even though she has never seen me around guys. Oh yeah I hang around too many guys and I am going to get what I deserve one day by getting raped!!!!!!!
I HATE THEM, I HATE HER, I HATE HIM AND WHAT HE DID TO ME AND HOW I CAN NEVER ESCAPE FROM WHAT HE DID. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!