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Today has been kinda rough. This morning me and Jason got into a huge fight cuz I broke up with him. It was a good relationship and I was pretty happy, but I couldn't stay in it if I thought I might like someone else too. So I had to break up with him. It was a horrible fight. He cussed at me and everything, but i was a real bitch. I couldn't believe the mean stuff I said. Now I feel really bad. And I want to say sorry to him, but he's working until like 11 tonight and then he's leaving early tomorrow morning for a week. I doubt he'll answer his cell if I try to call it. But I'll try it later. But now I'm wondering if I made a mistake. I get second thoughts about everything and I hate it! I always second guess myself afterwards. This is why I'm always going out with the same people over and over again. I can't make up my freakin' mind. ughh! Anywayz. . After all that, me, Scott, and Katie went over to Lindsey's house. It's crazy over there!! 2 screaming babies and then you add all of us into it. It got pretty wild. lol. But I still had fun. Lindsey Beth is the best cousin ever! Now I'm home talking to lauren and listening to music. It looks like it's gonna storm out and I hope it does. I love thunderstorms.
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Jess
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