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every time something bad or startling happens, it's a "wakeup call" but the wakeup call lasts for about a week.. until the next bad thing happens, and then you're like "omg.. this is such a wakeup call. we should live our lives differently etc etc" and im mad at myself for being guilty of never actually "waking up" and changing things. like, right now.. i want to say that if i had another chance, i'd do everything differently.. but im afraid i might only be saying that because of what just happened and not because i'll actually change anything. i want to change things, but i get so wrapped up in my stupid, meaningless activities that i forget and i hate it. fix meee, fix the human race.
did that make any sense?
did that make any sense?