i love shaylan glezjer.

[falling_star_07]

so you know when you forget how much you love people? like, you don't really forget you kind of just don't think about it for a while... then you see a picture or read an old note/message and you're like "wow i really love them. i miss them. that person is amazing". yeah that happened to me tonight.. when i was looking at people's old livejournal entries/comments. and i rememebered how much i miss reading the thoughts of shaylan skye :-( and i wanttt to dedicate this to her (even though she probably won't read it) because i miss her so much, and she is SUCH an amazing, genuine friend. And two summers with her basically changed my life... not entirely because i'm still as lame as i always was... BUT in ways that only she would understand :) and i just love her, and feel the need to tell the world<3. PLUS, i think my most romantic moments have been with that girl.. i mean, have you ever broken in to a pirate's cove golfcourse in winter under a BRILLIANT starry sky and full moon? I have :-)

anyways, now that i've unraveled how much I love my bumblebee.. I guess I should get ready for bed. I have a really big math test tomorrow that i didn't really study for. but i'm soooo fed up with that class, and i'm at the point where i don't understand ANYTHING. and i COULD have gone to bed early tonight for the first time all week, but of course i thought it'd be a good idea to go on here and be on the internet for an hour? im really cool.

but anyways, although i could write in here forever i'm quite positive the world doesn't want to hear it, SO goodbye & goodnight<3