(no subject)
it's a good day today.
which is a nice thing because i have
weathered some storms lately.
i think it was a growing spurt.
i like them.
i remember when growing spurts
meant that you slept alot and ate alot
and had acne (which i never really had)
or you felt awkward all the time.
now it seems as they are always
accompanied by seriously trying times.
i know its because you are supposed
to reevaluate yourself all the time
you dont want to carry on stuck in
a place you dont belong.
but damn its hard.
but damn it feels good when its over and you can finally breathe again.
(among other things)
at least when its over i know i am where i am supposed to be.
i tried to take a courrier journal off of the tarc today
and the bus driver honked and yelled at me real loud.
it was embarrassing.
i didnt know you had to pay for them.
he was mean.
which is a nice thing because i have
weathered some storms lately.
i think it was a growing spurt.
i like them.
i remember when growing spurts
meant that you slept alot and ate alot
and had acne (which i never really had)
or you felt awkward all the time.
now it seems as they are always
accompanied by seriously trying times.
i know its because you are supposed
to reevaluate yourself all the time
you dont want to carry on stuck in
a place you dont belong.
but damn its hard.
but damn it feels good when its over and you can finally breathe again.
(among other things)
at least when its over i know i am where i am supposed to be.
i tried to take a courrier journal off of the tarc today
and the bus driver honked and yelled at me real loud.
it was embarrassing.
i didnt know you had to pay for them.
he was mean.