Dec 25, 2005 20:46
okay lets talk about my christmas I GOT GUCCI I GOT GUCCI i got the wallet and the purse and i got the authenticy card!!!!!! and that so made my day and nothing else really mattered i got more money and gift cards and a planner to organize myself which i need to do.........ashton still hasnt tried to contact me and so that tells me she just wants me out of her life for good and we are both def single now and i kinda knew that but it just hit me and just it sucks ass but i am okay with it and honestly i am the only thing is my bday i wanted to spend my bday with her i havent spent 1 with her since i moved down here due to my horse so it would have meant a lot to me but i heard a song on the radio and everyone knows it take your memories i dont need them.......we have nothing left together.......thats how i feel she has nothing left to give me but tomorrow when i go home i am hopping on my horse and going to chill and then i am just going to see my friends on base but i dont want to think of her anymore right now so i am going to go bye....actually i am going to write in my other lj......