May 09, 2005 22:17
Having a sucky week so far. Well, last week sucked a lot too but therre were some good things. Busy as usual. Monday , I went out and rode for a couple hours and man did I need , it helped blow off some stress. Tuesday, band cocert, not the important right now. Wednesday went to handycap riders. Funny story.
So me and Becky volenteer for handycap riders out at my barn. Weel the first couple times arounbd this kid, Tucker spoted us and hit his chest and gave us the peace sign saying " Peace out ladies" we didnt really see him again till the end of the session. Becky started walking towards me and he started chasing her and she gave me this look like please say he isnt following me. So he comes up to us and he's like " I had to come find out who you ladddies were" and he shook Becky's hand and went to kiss it and she pllued away and then he took my hand and i let him kiss it. Then he mumbled something to me and the only thing I understood was the last word 'B2K' and I'm like " i think it's time for you to go home now Tucker." So he huged me goodbye then he went and tried to kiss Becky on the lips, she just sorta dodged him and gave hima hug instead. Later we weere talking and we werent trying to be mean but were like " We finally find a guy who likes us and he's disabled."
Thursday Science O had a party, then i worked on the display case a litle bit. I left school at 4:45 got home at 5. Then I went back to school for guard practice 7-9. At 10 I got home and did home work 10 till 2 in the morning and still didnt finish it all. Friday night my mom , Aunt Louise and Julie came with me to watch "45 seconds from Broadway" Funny play , I liked it ;-)
Had celebration rehersal tonight. The rehersal went well what happened after wasnt so good. I'm sorta sad and I wanna stop being sic k and being treated like shit by some people. I don't care anymore though , treat me as bad as you want. Kick me , yell at me, even kill me. But you won't watch me hurt infront of you. Do what you want to me but say it to my face not to other people please and thank you. that's the bad note but on a good note we got a lot of good compliments. Everyone seemed to like my singing and the guys playing. A lot of people said they didnt even know I could sing. But I should go now. Leave some if you want.