I honestly cannot believe Alexa is almost here, it feels like just yesterday that this new chapter in my life began. I've been watching the days on that countdown go down & down. I check today & it says 17 days, wow...I am in absolute shock.
I am beyond nervous but excited. I just want to meet my little girl, I've been so lucky throughout this entire pregnancy. It hasn't been a rough ride and I am thankful for that. I was lucky to not get morning sickness or feel bad...with the exception of several migraines here & there I have nothing to complain about. I haven't gained a ridiculous amount of weight either, everyone tells me I am all belly [although I feel different of course lol]. I've gained 25 lbs so far and the healthy weight gain is anywhere from 25-30 nothing more, nothing less. I didn't get any stretch marks either.
I just hope for my baby to be healthy & happy...and that is something I will make sure she always is.
I can't even express how much I love her...Anthony & I are the happiest people on this planet right now & nothing will ever top this feeling, NOTHING at all.
In just a few days we'll be parents, we'll be in a whole other level. I can't express how thankful I am that our relationship had time to heal and get better before we began this. We worked on ourselves first and had a lot of time of good before we embarked on this journey.
I could not ask for more...these past 9 months have shed a whole new light on him - he has been so gentle, patient and it has taken my breath away.
I can't express how much love I have for this man. He is 100% accepting of who I am and I love him to pieces.
All of our love will be given to this little life we've created and I fear nothing.