school. stress. senior year. the whole kitandkaboodle!
This past week has been severly depressing!
A fair majority of my friends are going away to college and it makes me soooooo sad/stressed/excited.
Sad - I'm sad because I'll hardly see them as much as I used to.
Stressed - it stressed me out so much because it ges me thinking about college and the fact that the second I get my act scores for the third time, i'm going to be applying to school. And applying gets me thinking about scholorships and should i buy an even better camera for an art scholorship or a laptop or fdaskl;jf;asdj. Not to mention I wouldn't be able to get into a nicer university like in Chicago or upstate. Financially, it's going to be difficult. 3 kids in college at the same time in my family is making my mom stressed out and she keeps making me search for scholorships which I have yet to do so. Yeesh I should get on that. Ideally, I would like to go to Wayne in the honors college and then transfer my sophomore year to Columbia College of Chicago or maybe even Northern. Ya see why i'm a teeensy weeeeeensy bit stressed?
Excited - I'm excited to go to their schools and party =)
Ha, I'm even going up to Michigan tonight to stay with Salam and Erin and Natalie will be there too and I'm SUPER STOKED! I guess we're going to some frat houses. Salam told me there is an 'Indie Frat' up there that we all plan on going to. THAT should be interesting. But I love Ann Arbor. I love the city and I love all of the food, the 15$ or less clothing stores (where i got the cutest pair of knit boots for 9 dollars), and the people.
Senior year is in 4 days and to be honest, I'm intimidated. I mean, my schedual is fair and everything.. it doesn't seem too difficult for me to handle. I dont know, I just hope I get some of my friends back whom I've lost over these high school years due to no classes together or just never seeing eachother. I probably only have a fair few of good friends at school. Dont get me wrong, I'd rather have quality over quantity.. but I dont know. We'll see what happens.
A fair majority of my friends are going away to college and it makes me soooooo sad/stressed/excited.
Sad - I'm sad because I'll hardly see them as much as I used to.
Stressed - it stressed me out so much because it ges me thinking about college and the fact that the second I get my act scores for the third time, i'm going to be applying to school. And applying gets me thinking about scholorships and should i buy an even better camera for an art scholorship or a laptop or fdaskl;jf;asdj. Not to mention I wouldn't be able to get into a nicer university like in Chicago or upstate. Financially, it's going to be difficult. 3 kids in college at the same time in my family is making my mom stressed out and she keeps making me search for scholorships which I have yet to do so. Yeesh I should get on that. Ideally, I would like to go to Wayne in the honors college and then transfer my sophomore year to Columbia College of Chicago or maybe even Northern. Ya see why i'm a teeensy weeeeeensy bit stressed?
Excited - I'm excited to go to their schools and party =)
Ha, I'm even going up to Michigan tonight to stay with Salam and Erin and Natalie will be there too and I'm SUPER STOKED! I guess we're going to some frat houses. Salam told me there is an 'Indie Frat' up there that we all plan on going to. THAT should be interesting. But I love Ann Arbor. I love the city and I love all of the food, the 15$ or less clothing stores (where i got the cutest pair of knit boots for 9 dollars), and the people.
Senior year is in 4 days and to be honest, I'm intimidated. I mean, my schedual is fair and everything.. it doesn't seem too difficult for me to handle. I dont know, I just hope I get some of my friends back whom I've lost over these high school years due to no classes together or just never seeing eachother. I probably only have a fair few of good friends at school. Dont get me wrong, I'd rather have quality over quantity.. but I dont know. We'll see what happens.