Interviews...sleep?? eh..
I had 2 job interviews today. I called and canceled the first one this morning. After considering it, I decided that I need the rest more than I need to look into a job that is only part time.
There is no way I can even entertain the idea of a part time job..and where it is located would put my full time job out of the picture.
I feel badly, I said I'd be there....I did call her and leave her a voice message explaining that after careful consideration, I just could not take a part time job, even if it were only for 90 days, and told her that if it ever became a full time position, to please reconsider me.
*Shrugs*
I just need the rest, this week has taken it's toll and I am exhausted.
I have no food in the house to eat and I still have clothes to wash just to get myself set up
for my first week alone in my new place.
I'll not have a washer and dryer and will have to go to a laundry-mat to wash my stuff.
So many changes, and I am just living with a giant hole in my stomach...it is almost unbearably frightening.
I can't breathe ....
There is no way I can even entertain the idea of a part time job..and where it is located would put my full time job out of the picture.
I feel badly, I said I'd be there....I did call her and leave her a voice message explaining that after careful consideration, I just could not take a part time job, even if it were only for 90 days, and told her that if it ever became a full time position, to please reconsider me.
*Shrugs*
I just need the rest, this week has taken it's toll and I am exhausted.
I have no food in the house to eat and I still have clothes to wash just to get myself set up
for my first week alone in my new place.
I'll not have a washer and dryer and will have to go to a laundry-mat to wash my stuff.
So many changes, and I am just living with a giant hole in my stomach...it is almost unbearably frightening.
I can't breathe ....