Rehearsals...
It never fails, I come second to music. Regardless of whether he lives here or not.
We were supposed to get together tonight to go over the bills, his, mine and ours...figuring things out for the divorce, I suppose. For me it was more just seeing him, seeing how he would act, seeing if I could see if he was missing me or not...
Since he missed his rehearsal the other night, he asked if we could postpone tonight. Of course I said "fine,whatever works for you"....
I was honest, and said, it was more about seeing him, then the bills anyway....and as yet, he has not answered.
I am thinking that there is someone else....and this is why this is not hard for him, because he has already moved on.
The knot returns...I thought it was gone, but apparently it had only loosened a bit, just to re-tighten when things get rough.
it hurts again, still.....
We were supposed to get together tonight to go over the bills, his, mine and ours...figuring things out for the divorce, I suppose. For me it was more just seeing him, seeing how he would act, seeing if I could see if he was missing me or not...
Since he missed his rehearsal the other night, he asked if we could postpone tonight. Of course I said "fine,whatever works for you"....
I was honest, and said, it was more about seeing him, then the bills anyway....and as yet, he has not answered.
I am thinking that there is someone else....and this is why this is not hard for him, because he has already moved on.
The knot returns...I thought it was gone, but apparently it had only loosened a bit, just to re-tighten when things get rough.
it hurts again, still.....